I feel homesick..

I miss my mother so much..

I miss my father too..

When I'm at home for the first day of holidays, I will look forward to see my mother..

Since she is a working mum, I'll have to meet her after office hours..well,sometimes after 7pm..

By that time, I'll be in my room whether sleeping (since I'll be tired from jet lag..LOL), praying or unpack my things.

She will call my name from downstairs..and when I told my sister I'll come down in a while (which actually not a while,because I'll spend quite a time doing nonsense in my room)..

She will shout from downstairs,

'Dont you want to salam mama?'

Then I will rush downstairs and find her..

And gives her the most sincere smile ever..

I miss you mum..

I miss my dad too..

He is the one who will take me from the airport and on the way to home, he will tell new stories that I missed while I was away..

My dad has been taking me from any places (Schools,tuition centers,etc..) since I was 5 years old..and now he is still doing the same to my other siblings..sometimes when Im at home, when I did all those works,I felt tired and know how it feels like doing that for years..

And my youngest brother is 10 years old..he will do these until..I dont know..

Who knows,maybe my parents will take care of their grandchildren and do this all over again..who knows right?

About my father..

He is a good listener because I always tells him spastic humour and shocking world news..(rare girl)..

He never mad crazily at me..Because if he's mad,then I'll mad and will not talk to him..But that was when i was in high school.

Since I went to further my studies in Selangor after SPM, he never mad at me (I tried to recall any incidents but none comes yet)

Except my mum, she will mad if I ask for my allowance..LOL..always.

I wonder how much money they spend on me and my siblings..since my mum is a great accountant( which is why she is so stingy about giving extra money) and my dad is a businessman (again,talking about numerical things,debit,credit,'buku lejar'..all about economy things)..

I think they know how much they spent on us siblings..and I dont even want to know..

Because I will feel extra2 guilty.

There was one time during my high school days, I spend almost RM400 on home telephone because I didnt have credit on my handphone and missed my Exbf so much..

So,I called him and you know how much Telekom will charge if you called handphone number than home number..So silly I was by that time.

And just so you know,my dad dont know about calling my Exbf,he thought I called my friend from other district..(but I think he knows)..

I got scolded of course but just for a while..thank God.


When Im with my parents, i will laugh at my best because i want them to know how happy i was with them..

Now,I missed laughing in front of them..