someone kacau i!

someone kol me these days...saying i kacau laki dia..wtf? sjak bila lg i kcu laki org ni...tlgla..i gna mxis kcu celcom laki dia..omg,stupid people wit fucking stupid mind..i'll never kol celcom wit my mxis..wtf la.i dun even know that number...smpi fmly dia kcu kol2 i sruh ckp slh nmbr..ok fine,i did that but no answer..no reply msg..ok fine..i can take it coz i already explain to the famly that mxis usually have more than 1 user that has same number..mxis ni pun 1,cbla jgn kaut keuntungan buat nmbr sm..ok,i tot its all over..than until today...lots of miskol from that fmly again..wtf? wtf? i ambil tndkn dgn tdak lyn dorg lg..buang ms i ja..igt i ni byk ms tluang ka..but,now i got ms tluang tlis blog la..but that's different ok.. damn these people,give me a break..i will not answer any mysterious kol again..or anynomous number..makes me sick u know..i ni kcu rmah tangga org?haha..bwk2la brehat..wat should i do if they keep doing like this? i know,spam them! hahaha..

bahasaku..

to all yg stat posa nanti..phm2la..time sungkai jgn mkn x igt dunia..tbangkalan nant..free2 dpt ajal..ngeh3..

jgnla sakai btul bila tgk mknn2 d bazar tu..nda jga hbs tu..ksian kucing2 kgmukn mkn sisa kmu..ish2..

sdap kan curi2 mkn..tu ms time kcil la..plg sdp tgk sikui yg mgiurkan..na skali knapatan, matai la kmu olh pihak2 atsn..tu blum klu kbangkalan lg....hahaha..posa btul2..

kita sbg muslim knala gipit btul2 prinsip iman kita time posa ni..bsar sda ba kita ni..agak2la jga..mkn tapuk2 ni ndada faedahnya..tmbh lg yg nda posa..ish,bkin malu ja..ak mmg knfm nda mgaku kwn tau kluarga klu mcm tu..ak tatak lg la ada..bidanya prangai..haha

andang2 la blog dlm bhsku hr ni..ngeh3..pndi kan ak mnembirang..hehe..dui..trign pla milo ping skrg..sbr ajie..sbr...

couldnt sleep now..

waa..newsflash! i cant sleep right now..which is kinda weird for a person who likes sleeping by this time..i was thinking..yeah..i was thinking about zee avi..nice 'kantoi' song though..its kinda retro and nice to hear..lol... im so lazy to reply sms right now..poor thing,i should've told him something that he should know for the first place..but,hell yeah..its not gonna kill him..yet. my feeling to sms or any technology right now is blurring.. of course that exclude internet..other stuffs like hp,mp3,external,pendrive...what else..hmm.. why did i said blur,its because i dont feel like i need them right now..yes,right now only..feels like wanna sleep but cannot..i should study at least by this time but its just not the right time..fyi,i dont spend my evening with studying..i spend it when the right times come..like if its midterm or assignment..lol..what a lazy person..

kantoi..by Zee avi..


Semalam I call you, you tak answer.
You kata you keluar pergi dinner.
You kata you keluar dengan kawan you.
But when I called Tommy he said it wasn't true.

So I drove my car pergi Damansara.
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola.
Tapi bila I sampai you, you tak ada.
Lagilah I jadi gila.

So I called and called sampai you answer.
You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar.
My phone was on silent, I was at the gym.
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain.

Sudahlah sayang, I don't believe you.
I've always known your words were never true.
Why am I with you, I pun tak tahu.
No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka you.

So I guess that's the end of our story.
Akhir kata she accepted his apology.
Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too.
With her ex boyfriend's best friend - Tommy.

think about it..the lyric...

Lately i really enjoy the remix version of hush hush by PCD..its kinda unique and makes me ponder a lil bit..lol. Am i really that strong? do i really needed you for anything that i should be needed from you? do you know me?.. all this tings makes me think for 5 minutes..hmmm..

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself
I don't why you think you got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby, hush hush

this week i dont hv to go to class coz i got ILI..thank God its not h1n1.. i got mc for 7days straight and now i got 4days left.. though my fever has gone,i still feel bodyache,flu and the latest,cough.. i feel uncomfortable wearing mask these days and i feel lonely..i guess sooner or later i will hv to adapt this 'loneliness' as who knows? i might be living alone one day just for pursuing career..

now i know why those who lives alone have cat or dog in their house,its because they want to have someone to talk to in their house..i felt kinda like that but because im not an animal lover,so the feeling just on and off..

its been a while not doing online but i think of it in a bright side..it means,live your life! i must see another world bsides online-ing for 24/7..lol..

all in all,i hope i can recover fast and get back on track in studies..besides,this is the time for me to enjoy my 'loneliness'! ciao!

bipolar people are weird!

i thought i would never experience bipolar people in such young age..but now,i know i will eventually face it.. oh God,how ugly it was..so ugly that i cant express it with such nice words..lol

this person is a friend of mine,(of kos it has to be my friend..if not my friend,i probbly not facing it).. in front of me looks ok but damn God knows what happened at my back.. it looks normal as u can see it as normal but this person..hmm...does not know how to express her feeling in the right place..eve i hate that side of her..but,all in all,she still my friend.. i have to admit that too.

im kinda sleepy now..nk tdur..nant smbung crita..bnda2 mcm ni buat i sleepy bcoz it drains me mentally..haha