Saturday, December 25, 2010

Horror GEEK..

Assalamualaikum...

I know,it's been a long time..However,it's not that I'm not doing anything, right?..Hehe

I've been doing some stuffs and kinda enjoying life these days..

Ok,i'm gonna tell something that I love doing at the age of 22..instead of fulfilling student's life in which i have approximately 4 months left to enjoy..There are other things that I do..

One of them...is...that..

I'm a horror fan..anything Gothic,dark,scary stuff is my food..But I'm not the type who wears black lipstick,eyeliner,blusher..blusher?..all the time..I'm just the same typical Malaysian girl..Yep.. I dont know which part of me is typical but i think i am..Hmm..

Alright,from what I have observed my life is, I think I'm more into comic-graphic horror thing..Books? Yes. Online stuffs? Yes. Verbal stories? Yes. Movies? Hell yes! But none of that can beat my desire reading horror comic-graphic novel things.

But it's hard to find those stuffs..Only by accidents then I'll not hesitate to buy them.

The INFINITI book also helps me enlightening my knowledge about certain stuffs but boy the contents are so limited..

I wish I have a book that has more than 5000 pages..Hahaha~ Then it will make my days happier atleast a year...hehehe..

Being a horror fan is something honourable to me..This is due to the fact only me liking it among my close friends..hOHohoO~

Some of my friends are shopaholic-discounts type,some are hardworking yet scandalous,some are blank,some are crazy,some are weird/unique,some have boyfriend..huh? hahaha

Errr...hmmm...OMG! Writer's block now!

I'm LALA,signing off!

Thursday, May 6, 2010

I will accept my mistakes if you are telling it in a proper way.

Its been too long for me to update my blog..and the reason is easy. No commitment. I have to admit I’m no good in maintaining my commitment towards things.

Lazy, perhaps? I think its not lazy but more into my view towards things surrounds me. I take it for granted. I really admit that actually.

There are certain things that if I’m into it, I’ll be the most committed person you have ever seen. Serious.

Enough of that. I really want to know this thing that has been going on in my mind these days. Hope you guys could help me.

Why are some people really sensitive? (and I think they are good in making faces too)

Well, its good to be sensitive but the part that I don’t get is that some are keeping inside their heart and didn’t tell the truth about it. I mean, could you just tell the truth than keeping and making your heart more hurtful than before?

True that its going to be a not so good situation if you just tell the truth because some people cant accept the truth right. But in my condition, someone that you known for like your life is doing this to you. Don’t you just feel sick?

And by the time that someone finally telling the truth, you just shocked (for me, I felt pity because you kept them for so long and guess how many diseases you get just by keeping it)..

Be truthful to your friends that you think are friends for this world and hereafter.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

A Friend's Confession

These few days I've been listening to 2AM song entitled 'A Friend's Confession'..with meaningful words,I know lots of people have experienced this kind of feeling. Me? I never experience this situation yet..all that I know,if I face it some day,I will learn something.

The lyric:

It's been a while
since my heart has been changing,
since I've been dealing with it lonesome..
every time you came back,
I hated the guy that made you cry

I'd rather protect you,
although I don't know if it will make it better...

This time I'll hold you and love you
is what I thought

Baby, come to me now
And be my lady
I've watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart.

As a friend, to remain as friends,
I had to push the confessions down my throat
But now I'll confess to you,
I love you...

You hold my hand and tell me you only have me
Keeping me as a friend,
you say it's a blessing
Whenever you say let's never change,
I had to push my feelings down

It might be best if I protect you,
not knowing if it will be better

I kept hearing it but I kept cool
I was too scared to lose you, but...

Baby (Baby) Come to me now (Come to me)
And be my lady (lady)
I've watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart (No)

As a friend (Your friend), to remain as friends (I know),
I had to push the confessions down my throat (The overflowing words)

That confession (confession) I had to hold it in (I couldn't say it)
But now I'll confess to you,
I love you...